Friday, April 29, 2005

Just like you said it would be...

Ear Candy: "The Blower's Daughter" by Damien Rice

I was fine.

I was completely ok. I had forgotten. No, not forgotten, but pushed from my mind. Made my peace, moved on. I was happy, it was far from my mind, I had moved on. But now this...

Out of sight, out of mind. What do I do when I know that it is there again? There is no temptation when the temtaion is removed, but whatabout when it is returned? I don't want that, any of it. I am so glad to be rid of it.

So then why do I feel so sad when I see pictures? And why do I now feel sick to my stomach knowing that?

I need to not love you.

~E

3 comments:

megan said...

I think I know what this is about, but I'm not going to say anything because I could be completely wrong about it. But I'll just say that if you need to talk in confidence to someone, I'm right here.

<3, Megan

Stephanie said...

i was thinking the same thing as megan. but hey. we could be wrong.

shane said...

youre on the list