Ear Candy: "The Absence of God" by Rilo Kiley
i went back to hippie church with rosie on sunday, and it felt really good to go back. as much as things had gone negatively with the bureaucracy of it all, i missed the feeling i got while i was there, and it felt good to go back there and feel safe again.
it was the day that the teens and young adults speak. a ghost from my past was there in a way, and it was so strange to reconnect with those feelings that i didn't even know i still had.
i went home and wrote a letter in response to it, and mailed it before i could change my mind. i wonder if he ever thinks about me, or if he ever did. and i wonder if my letter will creep him out, or if he'll think it's pathetic, or if he will respond, or even read it. times change, so do people. and at least i can say that i tried.
i am starting to embrace the idea that moving forward does not have to mean leaving everything behind.
i have an incredible sense of wanderlust right now. i need an adventure.
i love you.
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